I had a dream... The dream about me and BigBang members...
Everything starts when I'm in Prague getting on the train to go home. As many of you know I'm there at the beginning of August because of the fanmeeting with Phoenixes. I'm not sure what was the beginning of the dream but the first part I still remember now is...
I'm chatting with the members at the trainstation waiting for my train. It comes and the moment I have to get on, TOP gives me the card with his phone number asking to call him. As soon as I'm in, I put my head out the window and make a call. At first I use just the number he gave me but then hearing "there is no such a number" I ask him "what is the code number to Korea?". I succeed and at exactly the moment he receives my call (and the number of my phone) the train moves. No idea why but that brings me the feeling he likes me...
Then I'm sitting in my compartment with... all the members. The next seat is taken by TOP XDD. We are chating about many things, unimportant things, and TOP is getting closer and closer to me. x3 Finally, we end up looking like a couple (he's embracing me). The other members don't comment; just like we were the couple for years...
There is the situation -someone falls in the corridor and I check her (it is a teenage girl) ankle and tell her mother to put some wet towel or ice at it, and if it will still hurt in few hours, to x-ray it...
Then I'm back at my seat. Some time later I have to go to the train toilet because I've just got my period XDDD You know, when you have it, your dog sniff you there, right? So when I'm back the atmosphere is a little awkward... XDDD
Then there is a big time gap and I'm preparing to be a bridesmaid at my sister's wedding. I'm nervour because my friend (the person exists but we're just friends -not the best ones =Sylwia W.) told me earlier she would have a partner for me.
You may guessed, the partner is TOP (Choi Seung Hyun)! I don't like weddings or any other big events but the fact that everyone want to meet him and is (literally) envious... such a great feeling!
Then I had to wake up and get up
Wednesday, 13 April 2011
Friday, 8 April 2011
Wednesday, 23 March 2011
Saturday, 12 March 2011
Monday, 7 February 2011
Christmas present (part 10 - ost.)
C H A P T E R 10
- ChangMin! Wake up!
- ~ what ~?
- You were crying. Bad dream?
- What?
- I said... Your cheeks. They are wet. Feel it? You were crying. Are you OK?
- Oh, yes. I had a really beautiful dream.
- That's why you were crying? I thought it was a nightmare.
- Yes... No... Maybe...
The dorm door had been opened by the manager,
- Go to bed, now!
- Sorry.
They were left alone and YunHo said:
- Sometimes I feel like I love in the Big Brother's house. I want a break of it for few weeks! Are you really OK, ChangMin? Don't you want to talk about it?
- No. But thanks.
- Good night.
- Night.
Few minutes later, ChangMin opened his eyes and:
- Hyung, TaeYeon is in Seoul, isn't she?
- Yes. Why? So sudden.
- No reason. It's nothing.
The younger lied down. And the moment later he turned his back to YunHo. He didn't want his friend see his lips moving and making a wide smile on his face. Because he was sleepy, he closed his eyes. But his lips were still smiling and his brain was working out the great plan...
~ THE END ~
- ChangMin! Wake up!
- ~ what ~?
- You were crying. Bad dream?
- What?
- I said... Your cheeks. They are wet. Feel it? You were crying. Are you OK?
- Oh, yes. I had a really beautiful dream.
- That's why you were crying? I thought it was a nightmare.
- Yes... No... Maybe...
The dorm door had been opened by the manager,
- Go to bed, now!
- Sorry.
They were left alone and YunHo said:
- Sometimes I feel like I love in the Big Brother's house. I want a break of it for few weeks! Are you really OK, ChangMin? Don't you want to talk about it?
- No. But thanks.
- Good night.
- Night.
Few minutes later, ChangMin opened his eyes and:
- Hyung, TaeYeon is in Seoul, isn't she?
- Yes. Why? So sudden.
- No reason. It's nothing.
The younger lied down. And the moment later he turned his back to YunHo. He didn't want his friend see his lips moving and making a wide smile on his face. Because he was sleepy, he closed his eyes. But his lips were still smiling and his brain was working out the great plan...
~ THE END ~
Christmas present (part 9)
C H A P T E R 9
The first night and day of their freedom gave them a long sleep. As the first, was JJ waken up by YunHo. Looking at the watch he was shocked -it was 11am! They were eating their first breakfast when others joined them.
Next days were similar to the first one. They were sleeping as long as they wanted, eating whenever and whatever they wanted, doing nothing but playing PlayStation with JunSu. Twice they organized sleigh rides ended with a bonfire. Their days were perfect, their nights even better.
For the first time they could go to the local market and get their Xmas tree. Just for a moment they thought YooChun had been recognized by an old lady who loved his "SungKyunKwan Scandal". Luckily, she believed them saying it's not their friend.
For the first time they spent a whole day just decorating the tree. And JaeJoong who wanted to be able to look at their time at this place in the future, he was taking photos of them everywhere and anytime.
Then the perfect Xmas time came. All of them celebrated it. As family.
And finally the 31st of December. They spent the night with other inhabitants at the city market. Singing carols and playing with them, the members felt they would live here. With all their hearts, they joined the joy of welcomming the New Year.
- 10!
- 9!
While the others counted, JaeJoong added:
- Let's remember...
- 8!
- ... that moment...
- 7!
- ... forever. And don't...
- 6!
- ... forget DBSK...
- 5!
- ... is the ONE.
- 4!
The promise was made by the lights on their eyes, while still shouting.
- 3!
And YooChun added
- Let's make the next year...
- 2!
- ... better then the previous one.
- 1!
- HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!
The first night and day of their freedom gave them a long sleep. As the first, was JJ waken up by YunHo. Looking at the watch he was shocked -it was 11am! They were eating their first breakfast when others joined them.
Next days were similar to the first one. They were sleeping as long as they wanted, eating whenever and whatever they wanted, doing nothing but playing PlayStation with JunSu. Twice they organized sleigh rides ended with a bonfire. Their days were perfect, their nights even better.
For the first time they could go to the local market and get their Xmas tree. Just for a moment they thought YooChun had been recognized by an old lady who loved his "SungKyunKwan Scandal". Luckily, she believed them saying it's not their friend.
For the first time they spent a whole day just decorating the tree. And JaeJoong who wanted to be able to look at their time at this place in the future, he was taking photos of them everywhere and anytime.
Then the perfect Xmas time came. All of them celebrated it. As family.
And finally the 31st of December. They spent the night with other inhabitants at the city market. Singing carols and playing with them, the members felt they would live here. With all their hearts, they joined the joy of welcomming the New Year.
- 10!
- 9!
While the others counted, JaeJoong added:
- Let's remember...
- 8!
- ... that moment...
- 7!
- ... forever. And don't...
- 6!
- ... forget DBSK...
- 5!
- ... is the ONE.
- 4!
The promise was made by the lights on their eyes, while still shouting.
- 3!
And YooChun added
- Let's make the next year...
- 2!
- ... better then the previous one.
- 1!
- HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!
Christmas present (part 8)
C H A P T E R 8
- They're here...
- JunSu, get a grip on yourself. Come here. I want to welcome our guests.
Saying that, JaeJoong hide himself in the living room. He couldn't see the hall but he could hear everything. In a suitable moment they would go out and greet their beloved friends.
That moment the door were opened and YunHo and ChangMin entered the hall. Not sure what to do they were just standing and looking at each other. But before the older could say something, JJ spoke first, with the same voice he was talking with YunHo on the phone, making the guests jump.
- Close the door, will you.
Imagining them standing there not knowing who they are talking to, JJ could not hold a smile. YooChun must had been thinking about the same and smiled back. The blonde spoke again.
- Does any of you have phone with you?
- No.
- That's good. It will be much more easier. You know why you are here, don't you.
- We do.
- But I have to tell you, I lied a little. Just to make you escape...
Speaking that JJ, followed by smiling YooChun and JunSu, entered the hall.
- ... SM Entertainment and spend some time with...
The guests shouted at once:
- JaeJoong! (YunHo)
- YooChun! (ChangMin)
- JunSu. (together)
- ... us.
Smiling to their two friends, the three waited for their reaction. They hadn't expected YunHo burst out crying. Looking at him JJ said soflty:
- Don't cry YunHo. Just hug me.
At the same moment the maknee's eyes were on his beloved member. But all he was able to do is whispering "YooChun" and with his eyes getting wet and comming closer and closer to the older.
- Come here, baby
YooChun's words sounded as the permission.
For at least 10 minutes they all were hugging and kissing each other. After YunHo and ChangMin, the rest of the real Dong Bang Shin Ki were crying.
After so much time. After so much physical and mental pain. After so many sleepless night. After so many tears. They were together once again.
- How? When? Who? How?
- YunHo, sit down. You look like you are about to faint here. Don't do it. You won't be able to hear the story.
- You have to tell me everything.
- Sure, hungry?
That night was very long for all of them. Eating and drinking they all were listening to JaeJoong saying about his plan. About JunSu, who had said about him meeting TaeYeon. About TaeYeon who delivered two letters.
- Oh, so it was her? I didn't notice her putting it in my room! Did she know?
- No. None of the people involved in this project knew everything. Maybe I should say they knew just few things. SooJin -noona knew I want our and your faces look different and I want to meet you. She was the one knowing more than anyone else.
Then HoMin learned about their escape at the airport.
- I want to see our manager's reaction. He had flight to the US with other people on the plane!
- I want to see ours. Even if they read the letter you sent us. We had a lot of work waiting for us. The recording and practicing the new choreography...
- You will be like the new one. You will do it all just in time. You'll see.
- And you?
- We have vacation. Haven't you hear? We are done with all concerts and have 3 weeks of rest.
That night all of them forgot how they were exausted. They were celebrating their temporary reunion. There was no place for anything else but smiling to each other, laughting and thanking JJ for his idea. The five hearts beating fast filled with happiness and love. They will have time to sleep... but later.
- So that means we are together till the 2nd of January next year?
- Exactly. You're smart kid, you know.
These words made all five burst out laughing. YunHo rised his glass of soju saying.
- Brothers, I'd like to drink to JJ. His Xmas present is the best one I've ever get, form anyone! JaeJoong!
- JaeJoong! You are the be-hick-st! Ups, sorry.
- JaeJoong! Thank you! You made us ha-a-appy.
- JaeJoong! You're a genius!
- Let's drink it and go to beds.
- Why?
- Look, YunHo. JunSu is so drunk,...
- N-hick-no!
- ... See? YooChun is half asleep. And both of you need to rest.
- OK. You're right. Cheers boys!
- Cheers!
They drank their last glasses.
- We have three bedrooms. They all are the same so it doesn't matter who's going to sleep in the first one,
or the last. Just ChangMin, get YooChun with you.
- OK. Hyung, come with me.
- Everywhere...
- Hihi, YunHo, get JunSu and help him get safety to his bed.
- Sure.
- I'm going to lock the door and turn off all the lights.
JaeJoong took few steps but then he turned around saying:
- Hope to sleep with you.
- They're here...
- JunSu, get a grip on yourself. Come here. I want to welcome our guests.
Saying that, JaeJoong hide himself in the living room. He couldn't see the hall but he could hear everything. In a suitable moment they would go out and greet their beloved friends.
That moment the door were opened and YunHo and ChangMin entered the hall. Not sure what to do they were just standing and looking at each other. But before the older could say something, JJ spoke first, with the same voice he was talking with YunHo on the phone, making the guests jump.
- Close the door, will you.
Imagining them standing there not knowing who they are talking to, JJ could not hold a smile. YooChun must had been thinking about the same and smiled back. The blonde spoke again.
- Does any of you have phone with you?
- No.
- That's good. It will be much more easier. You know why you are here, don't you.
- We do.
- But I have to tell you, I lied a little. Just to make you escape...
Speaking that JJ, followed by smiling YooChun and JunSu, entered the hall.
- ... SM Entertainment and spend some time with...
The guests shouted at once:
- JaeJoong! (YunHo)
- YooChun! (ChangMin)
- JunSu. (together)
- ... us.
Smiling to their two friends, the three waited for their reaction. They hadn't expected YunHo burst out crying. Looking at him JJ said soflty:
- Don't cry YunHo. Just hug me.
At the same moment the maknee's eyes were on his beloved member. But all he was able to do is whispering "YooChun" and with his eyes getting wet and comming closer and closer to the older.
- Come here, baby
YooChun's words sounded as the permission.
For at least 10 minutes they all were hugging and kissing each other. After YunHo and ChangMin, the rest of the real Dong Bang Shin Ki were crying.
After so much time. After so much physical and mental pain. After so many sleepless night. After so many tears. They were together once again.
- How? When? Who? How?
- YunHo, sit down. You look like you are about to faint here. Don't do it. You won't be able to hear the story.
- You have to tell me everything.
- Sure, hungry?
That night was very long for all of them. Eating and drinking they all were listening to JaeJoong saying about his plan. About JunSu, who had said about him meeting TaeYeon. About TaeYeon who delivered two letters.
- Oh, so it was her? I didn't notice her putting it in my room! Did she know?
- No. None of the people involved in this project knew everything. Maybe I should say they knew just few things. SooJin -noona knew I want our and your faces look different and I want to meet you. She was the one knowing more than anyone else.
Then HoMin learned about their escape at the airport.
- I want to see our manager's reaction. He had flight to the US with other people on the plane!
- I want to see ours. Even if they read the letter you sent us. We had a lot of work waiting for us. The recording and practicing the new choreography...
- You will be like the new one. You will do it all just in time. You'll see.
- And you?
- We have vacation. Haven't you hear? We are done with all concerts and have 3 weeks of rest.
That night all of them forgot how they were exausted. They were celebrating their temporary reunion. There was no place for anything else but smiling to each other, laughting and thanking JJ for his idea. The five hearts beating fast filled with happiness and love. They will have time to sleep... but later.
- So that means we are together till the 2nd of January next year?
- Exactly. You're smart kid, you know.
These words made all five burst out laughing. YunHo rised his glass of soju saying.
- Brothers, I'd like to drink to JJ. His Xmas present is the best one I've ever get, form anyone! JaeJoong!
- JaeJoong! You are the be-hick-st! Ups, sorry.
- JaeJoong! Thank you! You made us ha-a-appy.
- JaeJoong! You're a genius!
- Let's drink it and go to beds.
- Why?
- Look, YunHo. JunSu is so drunk,...
- N-hick-no!
- ... See? YooChun is half asleep. And both of you need to rest.
- OK. You're right. Cheers boys!
- Cheers!
They drank their last glasses.
- We have three bedrooms. They all are the same so it doesn't matter who's going to sleep in the first one,
or the last. Just ChangMin, get YooChun with you.
- OK. Hyung, come with me.
- Everywhere...
- Hihi, YunHo, get JunSu and help him get safety to his bed.
- Sure.
- I'm going to lock the door and turn off all the lights.
JaeJoong took few steps but then he turned around saying:
- Hope to sleep with you.
Christmas present (part 7)
C H A P T E R 7
"Turn left in 200 metres."
- Why do we have to go that far?
- Don't ask me, ChangMin. I know nothing more than you do.
"Turn left in 50 metres."
- We know! Damn little thing! It's pissing me off. So you're telling me they didn't write the name of the city at the letter? What's with them? What do they, by the way, want from us?
- Not sure. As you know, they wrote hey had photos of you with YooChun and me with JaeJoong. How did they get it? It's just JJ who had them. But I don't believe he would do something like that. He's our friend. He was our friend.
- It's all fucked up. Besides I saw photos of JYJ leaving to LA. It was about 3 weeks ago. So these people should have had them for quite a long time already. They didn't write about the money, YunHo? Are you sure? It's weird.
- Agree. But we will find out when we are at their place.
"Go straight at the next crossroad."
YunHo was a driver so ChangMin had some time to check their car.
- At the backseat there in nothing.
- I can't see any police cars so can you lift that shelf and check the boot?
- OK, sure. Maybe we will find out whose car this is.
"Turn right in 500 metres."
- YunHo, what is your travel bag doing here?
- What?
- Oh, my. And mine too.
Turning his head to look at YunHo he could see shock at the other's face.
- What's going on?
- Our bags? See what's inside.
"Turn right in 100 metres."
- Your clothes! There are some of your clothes in your bag.
"Turn right in 150 metres."
- I think that's the city. Haven't noticed the sign with the name.
- And my bag is full of mine! Clothes, boots!
"Turn right in 50 metres."
- Again? Maybe we are close.
- Yes, it seems like they are in the city. What time is it? I can't find my mobile.
- You too? I must have left it when SooJin -noona was doing the make-up. OK. That is getting more and more scary. Don't you think?
- You know, YunHo, I noticed that too. What now? Should we turn back and call the police or at least the manager?
- Are you crazy!? Have you already forgotten why we are here? If someone finds out about the photos, we're dead.
- OK, easy. It's just too many strange things are happening now.
"Turn left in 50 metres."
- ChangMin, come back. I can see a police car.
They were silent untill the younger opened the glove compartment.
- They wrote the adress. Look! We have passed through that church, haven't we?
- Yes. It's the same one. Just a few minutes ago.
- It doesn't say any more directions. Find the name of the street.
- It's... wait, I cant' see... oh, I like the name, the Sunny Street.
- We are here, YunHo. It's the house number 30.
- OK, we have number 12 now. 14. 16. OK, so it's really close. Look, it's that one. Yes, I was right, 30.
- So park here.
Thinking about their reason of comming here, YunHo, wished he would be less scared.
- Let's do it fast, YunHo and go back.
- Let's do it.
"Turn left in 200 metres."
- Why do we have to go that far?
- Don't ask me, ChangMin. I know nothing more than you do.
"Turn left in 50 metres."
- We know! Damn little thing! It's pissing me off. So you're telling me they didn't write the name of the city at the letter? What's with them? What do they, by the way, want from us?
- Not sure. As you know, they wrote hey had photos of you with YooChun and me with JaeJoong. How did they get it? It's just JJ who had them. But I don't believe he would do something like that. He's our friend. He was our friend.
- It's all fucked up. Besides I saw photos of JYJ leaving to LA. It was about 3 weeks ago. So these people should have had them for quite a long time already. They didn't write about the money, YunHo? Are you sure? It's weird.
- Agree. But we will find out when we are at their place.
"Go straight at the next crossroad."
YunHo was a driver so ChangMin had some time to check their car.
- At the backseat there in nothing.
- I can't see any police cars so can you lift that shelf and check the boot?
- OK, sure. Maybe we will find out whose car this is.
"Turn right in 500 metres."
- YunHo, what is your travel bag doing here?
- What?
- Oh, my. And mine too.
Turning his head to look at YunHo he could see shock at the other's face.
- What's going on?
- Our bags? See what's inside.
"Turn right in 100 metres."
- Your clothes! There are some of your clothes in your bag.
"Turn right in 150 metres."
- I think that's the city. Haven't noticed the sign with the name.
- And my bag is full of mine! Clothes, boots!
"Turn right in 50 metres."
- Again? Maybe we are close.
- Yes, it seems like they are in the city. What time is it? I can't find my mobile.
- You too? I must have left it when SooJin -noona was doing the make-up. OK. That is getting more and more scary. Don't you think?
- You know, YunHo, I noticed that too. What now? Should we turn back and call the police or at least the manager?
- Are you crazy!? Have you already forgotten why we are here? If someone finds out about the photos, we're dead.
- OK, easy. It's just too many strange things are happening now.
"Turn left in 50 metres."
- ChangMin, come back. I can see a police car.
They were silent untill the younger opened the glove compartment.
- They wrote the adress. Look! We have passed through that church, haven't we?
- Yes. It's the same one. Just a few minutes ago.
- It doesn't say any more directions. Find the name of the street.
- It's... wait, I cant' see... oh, I like the name, the Sunny Street.
- We are here, YunHo. It's the house number 30.
- OK, we have number 12 now. 14. 16. OK, so it's really close. Look, it's that one. Yes, I was right, 30.
- So park here.
Thinking about their reason of comming here, YunHo, wished he would be less scared.
- Let's do it fast, YunHo and go back.
- Let's do it.
Christmas present (part 6)
C H A P T E R 6
The city was beautiful. It was a typical small city with around ten tousand of inhabitants. The house was easy to find even though they had just the adress. They parked the car in the garage and took all their stuff. It was a cold day and they didn't want to go out wven for a short while. YooChun thought they would have to buy something to eat but they all were to tired and too excited to do that at that moment.
The house was big and light. The hall told them the owner of that building had a nice style. There were 3 bedrooms with a huge bed in each room. They entered two bathrooms and were surprised to see a jacuzzi in one of them. JaeJoong was happy to see the house. It meant they would spend a great time here. They had everything prepared.
- Oh, my, they have a PlayStation3 here! I'm calling YunHo!
Entering the living room, they saw a huge TV and a very comfortable cofa.
- They must be very rich. Don't you think?
- I thought that to, YooChun.
- Whose house is this?
- Someone's or their parents'. Don't remember. And to your PlayStation3, JunSu, I took the phone from
you. Remember? But we'll be playing whole days! Promise.
Even their new kitchen was great. A big and clean. YooChun who first thought about the fridge was surprised looking inside the one full of food.
- They knew we were comming so they bought the fresh bread and vegetables. Oh, there are even some oranges, apples and other fruits! I have to add this to the list of things I'll thank them for.
- We'll do it together.
That moment JaeJoong could smile without thinking of the exuse of being too happy.
- JunSu, come here for a moment!
- JJ, that's the best Xmas present I have ever get.
- You will thank me in some time. Now I want to tell you about the last part of the surprise.
The biggest one. But don't be too excited. We'll have to wait till 6pm.
- There is some more!? What is it?
- JunSu, remember you told us about TaeYeon? That she can talk to HoMin and us.
- Yes, so what?
- You mean you told them to come? And they agreed? Weren't afraid? I knew something big was comming. You were way to happy last week.
- Well, you are close but not close enough. But the best way to show you this is to make one call. With you in the room.
Saying that JaeJoong took out BeKyung's phone.
- What is he doing now, YooChun?
- If I'm right, you will have to stay still and say no words. Then you'll find out.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
- Ready to leave?
JJ tried his best to change his voice so that YunHo would not recognize it.
- Of course. I have the car keys you put in the envelope. Where should we go?
- Easy. First you have to get out of the building as someone else. To do that, go to Lee SooJin's room and tell her the words "JaeJoong sent us". Easy to remember? She does not know anything else but to change you. And hurry up. You have just 6 hours.
- Understood. And of course we mustn't let anyone follow us, right?
- Ms. Lee will take care of your looks. I'm waiting.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
- That was easy. I thought I would have to change my voice more. But I think it's been too long. He doesn't remember the sound of me through the phone. Part of me wished he would become suspicious after hearing me...
- Don't worry, JJ. It's natural. Imagine YunHo's calling and speaking to you with his voice changed.
- You're right. Thanks, YooChun. And, yay!, we will see them soon!
- Did I hear it right? You want... You have just called... Who you were talking to?
- YunHo and ChangMin
- What!?!?
- Take a sit and I'll tell you everything about my project and plans for the next few weeks.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
- You're kidding! Seriously? They will be here? That's so fucking great!
- That's the plan. Xmas time and the New Year's Eve with YunHo and ChangMin.
- But how did you...?
- That's thanks to our dear friend, TaeYeon. Earlier I had asked her to give them a letter from me and they answered me back about they having no plans for Xmas. Just as one of the questions. So they wouldn't suspect anything. Then I asked TaeYeon once again but about something else. I wanted her
to visit them in their appartment and left the letter somewhere without telling them anything. I told her
it would be dangerous if she told them that. So she knew it's from me but they didn't. When I'm back I have to apologize to her for lying about that. She's a great girl.
- But that had you writen in that letter?
- The first one? You, know, how I feel and stuff. Plus the Xmas question. And the second one? Well, I had written them, as someone else, to come here, now it's today, at 6pm. That I had few autentic photos of all five of DBSK members that can destroy their lives. So if we see him here in 6 hours, that means they're protecting us too.
- You are a genius!
- I know, JunSu, and thanks.
- Maybe I would sound stupid but they will spend here so long, how about their clothes?
- I took care of it. We will just have to visit the local market. I took all money I had. We can live on that for a year. So don't worry. Besides, I asked SooJin -noona to put some of their clothes in their temporary car. So they will have something with them.
- And what if they start to look for them? Or for us?
- Don't worry YooChun, I wrote a letter to our manager. Besides we have our vacation. YunHo and ChangMin don't know but I sent them the letter about them having some time for themselves, about our maknee having some kind of a breakdown, with crying, throwing things and so one. I know, it's stupid and a little childish but I had no other idea how to do it. But when someone check their postbox, and I'm sure they do that all the time, they will find a suspicious letter. And they will read it.
- And SooJin -noona?
- I told her to act. She doesn't know anything. She hasn't been seen by anyone at the airport and she was at her room the time HoMin escaped. Besides noone could see them. Their face were like ours. She will be OK, I hope so. About TaeYeon we don't have to be worry. She's smart and won't tell them anything. Besides, she's in Japan right now.
- I'm sorry I interrupt but it's 6 hours, JJ. It's so much time! What should we do?
- Simple, JunSu. We could unpack our clothes. We can visit the house cellar and attic, they should have some Xmas decorations somewhere. We can go and buy a nice Xmas tree or we can wait with that and go together. Then we can make some
delicious food for tonight. We can do whatever we want!
- Great! So let's prepare a surprise party tonight for them!
- OK. For us! The five... Again.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Sitting in their kitchen JaeJoong was thinking.
How would they react? Looking at the writer of that letter? It's JJ who threatened them with publication
of the photos. He still had them but he wouldn't let anybody see them. Never! He himself had opened
the drawer once or twice since they moved out from DBSK dorm. Just to remember YunHo's face. There
had been times when he hadn't been able to recall how handsome his leader was.
What could they do together? They could organize a sleigh ride. It's a great opportunity and JJ had
always wanted to do one. They could pack some food and after the ride they could do a bonfire
somewhere. They could do everything here at this place. JunSu had his PlayStation. They would play all
day long without thinking about their schedules.
JaeJoong had a great feeling about their Xmas. They would make many delicious food and celebrate it together. And for the first time they would wish "Happy New Year", really thinking about their next year would be not as scary as the previous one.
But what would happen when they came back? He was afraid YunHo and ChangMin would have some troubles. But he was comforting himself with the belief of the power of happiness. Both of them would be relaxed and happy after so much time spent with their ex-members. That would give them the strengh to fight or to overwait the storm.
The next moment he had to go back to the reality because of YooChun's voice:
- They are here! I think these two guys just getting out the car... It's YunHo, he was driving. And here we have ChangMin. Oh, my God. He looks more mature than I remember.
YooChun had been looking at their parking in front of the house for at least 15 minutes. He tried really hard to hold the happiness but he couldn't. For over a year he hadn't had any chance to meet with ChangMin. It was a hard time for him. Just reading about the youngest. And then he was feeling down for days. And in a moment, thanks to JJ, he would be able to see him and even spend a lot of time together. He missed ChangMin very much. He missed YunHo, the best lider they would dream of. He missed both of them so much!
Playing on his "new" PlayStation, JunSu heard his friend shouting about YunHo and ChangMin.
There were not many things that could make him stop right away. But this was different. He was going to see his beloved members! It had taken him just a few seconds to get to the window and stand next to YooChun. But instead of saying out all his thoughts, he managed to whisper.
- They're here...
The city was beautiful. It was a typical small city with around ten tousand of inhabitants. The house was easy to find even though they had just the adress. They parked the car in the garage and took all their stuff. It was a cold day and they didn't want to go out wven for a short while. YooChun thought they would have to buy something to eat but they all were to tired and too excited to do that at that moment.
The house was big and light. The hall told them the owner of that building had a nice style. There were 3 bedrooms with a huge bed in each room. They entered two bathrooms and were surprised to see a jacuzzi in one of them. JaeJoong was happy to see the house. It meant they would spend a great time here. They had everything prepared.
- Oh, my, they have a PlayStation3 here! I'm calling YunHo!
Entering the living room, they saw a huge TV and a very comfortable cofa.
- They must be very rich. Don't you think?
- I thought that to, YooChun.
- Whose house is this?
- Someone's or their parents'. Don't remember. And to your PlayStation3, JunSu, I took the phone from
you. Remember? But we'll be playing whole days! Promise.
Even their new kitchen was great. A big and clean. YooChun who first thought about the fridge was surprised looking inside the one full of food.
- They knew we were comming so they bought the fresh bread and vegetables. Oh, there are even some oranges, apples and other fruits! I have to add this to the list of things I'll thank them for.
- We'll do it together.
That moment JaeJoong could smile without thinking of the exuse of being too happy.
- JunSu, come here for a moment!
- JJ, that's the best Xmas present I have ever get.
- You will thank me in some time. Now I want to tell you about the last part of the surprise.
The biggest one. But don't be too excited. We'll have to wait till 6pm.
- There is some more!? What is it?
- JunSu, remember you told us about TaeYeon? That she can talk to HoMin and us.
- Yes, so what?
- You mean you told them to come? And they agreed? Weren't afraid? I knew something big was comming. You were way to happy last week.
- Well, you are close but not close enough. But the best way to show you this is to make one call. With you in the room.
Saying that JaeJoong took out BeKyung's phone.
- What is he doing now, YooChun?
- If I'm right, you will have to stay still and say no words. Then you'll find out.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
- Ready to leave?
JJ tried his best to change his voice so that YunHo would not recognize it.
- Of course. I have the car keys you put in the envelope. Where should we go?
- Easy. First you have to get out of the building as someone else. To do that, go to Lee SooJin's room and tell her the words "JaeJoong sent us". Easy to remember? She does not know anything else but to change you. And hurry up. You have just 6 hours.
- Understood. And of course we mustn't let anyone follow us, right?
- Ms. Lee will take care of your looks. I'm waiting.
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- That was easy. I thought I would have to change my voice more. But I think it's been too long. He doesn't remember the sound of me through the phone. Part of me wished he would become suspicious after hearing me...
- Don't worry, JJ. It's natural. Imagine YunHo's calling and speaking to you with his voice changed.
- You're right. Thanks, YooChun. And, yay!, we will see them soon!
- Did I hear it right? You want... You have just called... Who you were talking to?
- YunHo and ChangMin
- What!?!?
- Take a sit and I'll tell you everything about my project and plans for the next few weeks.
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- You're kidding! Seriously? They will be here? That's so fucking great!
- That's the plan. Xmas time and the New Year's Eve with YunHo and ChangMin.
- But how did you...?
- That's thanks to our dear friend, TaeYeon. Earlier I had asked her to give them a letter from me and they answered me back about they having no plans for Xmas. Just as one of the questions. So they wouldn't suspect anything. Then I asked TaeYeon once again but about something else. I wanted her
to visit them in their appartment and left the letter somewhere without telling them anything. I told her
it would be dangerous if she told them that. So she knew it's from me but they didn't. When I'm back I have to apologize to her for lying about that. She's a great girl.
- But that had you writen in that letter?
- The first one? You, know, how I feel and stuff. Plus the Xmas question. And the second one? Well, I had written them, as someone else, to come here, now it's today, at 6pm. That I had few autentic photos of all five of DBSK members that can destroy their lives. So if we see him here in 6 hours, that means they're protecting us too.
- You are a genius!
- I know, JunSu, and thanks.
- Maybe I would sound stupid but they will spend here so long, how about their clothes?
- I took care of it. We will just have to visit the local market. I took all money I had. We can live on that for a year. So don't worry. Besides, I asked SooJin -noona to put some of their clothes in their temporary car. So they will have something with them.
- And what if they start to look for them? Or for us?
- Don't worry YooChun, I wrote a letter to our manager. Besides we have our vacation. YunHo and ChangMin don't know but I sent them the letter about them having some time for themselves, about our maknee having some kind of a breakdown, with crying, throwing things and so one. I know, it's stupid and a little childish but I had no other idea how to do it. But when someone check their postbox, and I'm sure they do that all the time, they will find a suspicious letter. And they will read it.
- And SooJin -noona?
- I told her to act. She doesn't know anything. She hasn't been seen by anyone at the airport and she was at her room the time HoMin escaped. Besides noone could see them. Their face were like ours. She will be OK, I hope so. About TaeYeon we don't have to be worry. She's smart and won't tell them anything. Besides, she's in Japan right now.
- I'm sorry I interrupt but it's 6 hours, JJ. It's so much time! What should we do?
- Simple, JunSu. We could unpack our clothes. We can visit the house cellar and attic, they should have some Xmas decorations somewhere. We can go and buy a nice Xmas tree or we can wait with that and go together. Then we can make some
delicious food for tonight. We can do whatever we want!
- Great! So let's prepare a surprise party tonight for them!
- OK. For us! The five... Again.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Sitting in their kitchen JaeJoong was thinking.
How would they react? Looking at the writer of that letter? It's JJ who threatened them with publication
of the photos. He still had them but he wouldn't let anybody see them. Never! He himself had opened
the drawer once or twice since they moved out from DBSK dorm. Just to remember YunHo's face. There
had been times when he hadn't been able to recall how handsome his leader was.
What could they do together? They could organize a sleigh ride. It's a great opportunity and JJ had
always wanted to do one. They could pack some food and after the ride they could do a bonfire
somewhere. They could do everything here at this place. JunSu had his PlayStation. They would play all
day long without thinking about their schedules.
JaeJoong had a great feeling about their Xmas. They would make many delicious food and celebrate it together. And for the first time they would wish "Happy New Year", really thinking about their next year would be not as scary as the previous one.
But what would happen when they came back? He was afraid YunHo and ChangMin would have some troubles. But he was comforting himself with the belief of the power of happiness. Both of them would be relaxed and happy after so much time spent with their ex-members. That would give them the strengh to fight or to overwait the storm.
The next moment he had to go back to the reality because of YooChun's voice:
- They are here! I think these two guys just getting out the car... It's YunHo, he was driving. And here we have ChangMin. Oh, my God. He looks more mature than I remember.
YooChun had been looking at their parking in front of the house for at least 15 minutes. He tried really hard to hold the happiness but he couldn't. For over a year he hadn't had any chance to meet with ChangMin. It was a hard time for him. Just reading about the youngest. And then he was feeling down for days. And in a moment, thanks to JJ, he would be able to see him and even spend a lot of time together. He missed ChangMin very much. He missed YunHo, the best lider they would dream of. He missed both of them so much!
Playing on his "new" PlayStation, JunSu heard his friend shouting about YunHo and ChangMin.
There were not many things that could make him stop right away. But this was different. He was going to see his beloved members! It had taken him just a few seconds to get to the window and stand next to YooChun. But instead of saying out all his thoughts, he managed to whisper.
- They're here...
Christmas present (part 5)
C H A P T E R 5
- Yes! Yes! I made it!
- JJ, every time you speak so unlogically, I think you are mad. Seriously. You have been acting weird since... our conversation about YunHo and ChangMin few weeks ago. So tell me what you are talking about.
- Sorry. When I'm excited I can't control my way of speaking.
- I know. So?
- I want JunSu here. JunSu!
- Hyung, I'm talking on the phone.
- You have 2 minutes. I have to go pee. Or just tell YunHo you will call him later.
~ OK, Junsu. We'll talk later. I'll call you at 8.
- So? What is so important?
- YooChun and JunSu...
- Oh, my God. What now?
- YooChun, listen. I want the December schedules to be empty for both of you. A whole December.
- We have vacation, you know. So we don't have anything planned.
- Whatever. Just don't make any plans for Xmas and the time after. Untill the 2nd of January. Got it? It's very important. Promise me.
- I wanted to spend Xmas with them and YooHwan. But if it's important...
- Thanks. JunSu?
- I had no plans for that time. I thought we would celebrate it here. Together. In peace.
- We will. Don't worry. That will be your best holidays! So in any case, don't think of anything. Just give me that time. have a great surprise for you.
- OK. Now you're talk is getting more and more interesting. Where?
- That's the surprise, YooChun. And let it be till the end. Now exuse me, I have to find my helper.
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- Ready boys?
The manager turned his head to the members sitting at the back seat of their car.
- You know we're never ready for something like that. So let's have it behind us already.
- I thought so. In a count of three. And be fast. One - two -...
- Three!
The last number shouted by all members helped them get out of the safe car. The moment they appear on the airport, few hundered of girls started to scream. JYJ could hear them squeal "JaeJoong -oppa!", "JunSu -oppa!", "YooChun -oppa!", sometimes their "Always keep the faith!". YooChun noticed that JJ was happy about that. Is it because of them screaming and taking photos of us? Looking at him, the younger thought, that's just not like his friend.
- What? I think it's better for... us.
OK, that was definitelly weird. So the other looked at him with I-won't-comment-that look.
- And good for you. Keep it for yourself for now.
At their VIP room they could rest before the flight.
- I will never get used to all your screaming fans. OK, boys, we still have over an hour left. Don't mind if I get myself something to eat? Does anyone want something?
- I'm hungry. A sandwich, thanks.
JunSu was too busy texting someone, probably YunHo. But YooChun caught that at once. Next weird thing about JaeJoong today. Why is he still hungry after such a big breakfast just 2 hours ago?
- And don't worry, we can stay here. Won't go anywhere. But if we do that, you will hear those girls out there and know where to find us.
Just as the door had been closed by the manager, JaeJoong looked at his friends and said.
- OK, do you have everything I gave you yesterday?
- Yes, hyung. But what are these things?
- You will find out soon. Take your bags with you and follow me.
With a misterious smile on his face he entered the men's bathroom.
- It says "out of order".
- I know, YooChun.
And he knocked on the door to the first cabin.
- We're ready. Noona?
- OK. Let's go! SeoYoung, boys. Get out.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
20 minutes later the real JYJ had already gave their clothes to the fake ones. YooChun and JunSu opened the packages JJ had given then that morning, with clothes.
- Lol, I'm impressed. He really looks like me. And she looks just like you, JJ. And we look different too!
- Same here. Noona, your skills are amazing. But I still don't get the reason.
- Wait a little longer, JunSu. OK, I'll tell you a little now. Thanks to my favourite make-up artist, we will be albe to escape the reality. We'll spend a month just by ourselves. That's my Xmas present for you this year. How about it?
- JJ, that's the best present ever!
- Thanks. But let's not keep the new JYJ here any longer. Guys, we talked about some... things. They are inside SeungJung's bag. And the rest, I'll give you next year. And I have to give something special to you, noona. Still don't now what. So think about it too and tell me later.
- That was nothing. I just wanted to help.
- I know. Thank you so much. But you have to change eight people for this project.
- Just be happy. that's all I want.
- Oh, my God! Give me a hug then.
The four people were about to leave when JaeJoong remembered of some important part.
- YooChun, JunSu, give me your phones. And BeKyung, your phone, please. You know...
The members' phones had been switched off, all phone-cards taken out and they ended up in a small bag. Just JJ had one with him now.
- And last thing, SeoJong, I told our manager I was hungry.
- No problem. I am too, actually.
- Thanks again to all. Merry Xmas and a Happy New Year.
- Good luck!
So, there were just three of them left in the room. Doing all JJ was saying they went out 5 minutes after their replacement and escaped through the main door. Being able to walk without being recognized was great. They were like kids when they get into their temporary car. JaeJoong had few weeks to prepare himself but he couldn't stay calm and shouted:
- Enter the new world boys!
- Let's go!
- Yhymm, JJ, where are we gonna live?
- Yes! Yes! I made it!
- JJ, every time you speak so unlogically, I think you are mad. Seriously. You have been acting weird since... our conversation about YunHo and ChangMin few weeks ago. So tell me what you are talking about.
- Sorry. When I'm excited I can't control my way of speaking.
- I know. So?
- I want JunSu here. JunSu!
- Hyung, I'm talking on the phone.
- You have 2 minutes. I have to go pee. Or just tell YunHo you will call him later.
~ OK, Junsu. We'll talk later. I'll call you at 8.
- So? What is so important?
- YooChun and JunSu...
- Oh, my God. What now?
- YooChun, listen. I want the December schedules to be empty for both of you. A whole December.
- We have vacation, you know. So we don't have anything planned.
- Whatever. Just don't make any plans for Xmas and the time after. Untill the 2nd of January. Got it? It's very important. Promise me.
- I wanted to spend Xmas with them and YooHwan. But if it's important...
- Thanks. JunSu?
- I had no plans for that time. I thought we would celebrate it here. Together. In peace.
- We will. Don't worry. That will be your best holidays! So in any case, don't think of anything. Just give me that time. have a great surprise for you.
- OK. Now you're talk is getting more and more interesting. Where?
- That's the surprise, YooChun. And let it be till the end. Now exuse me, I have to find my helper.
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- Ready boys?
The manager turned his head to the members sitting at the back seat of their car.
- You know we're never ready for something like that. So let's have it behind us already.
- I thought so. In a count of three. And be fast. One - two -...
- Three!
The last number shouted by all members helped them get out of the safe car. The moment they appear on the airport, few hundered of girls started to scream. JYJ could hear them squeal "JaeJoong -oppa!", "JunSu -oppa!", "YooChun -oppa!", sometimes their "Always keep the faith!". YooChun noticed that JJ was happy about that. Is it because of them screaming and taking photos of us? Looking at him, the younger thought, that's just not like his friend.
- What? I think it's better for... us.
OK, that was definitelly weird. So the other looked at him with I-won't-comment-that look.
- And good for you. Keep it for yourself for now.
At their VIP room they could rest before the flight.
- I will never get used to all your screaming fans. OK, boys, we still have over an hour left. Don't mind if I get myself something to eat? Does anyone want something?
- I'm hungry. A sandwich, thanks.
JunSu was too busy texting someone, probably YunHo. But YooChun caught that at once. Next weird thing about JaeJoong today. Why is he still hungry after such a big breakfast just 2 hours ago?
- And don't worry, we can stay here. Won't go anywhere. But if we do that, you will hear those girls out there and know where to find us.
Just as the door had been closed by the manager, JaeJoong looked at his friends and said.
- OK, do you have everything I gave you yesterday?
- Yes, hyung. But what are these things?
- You will find out soon. Take your bags with you and follow me.
With a misterious smile on his face he entered the men's bathroom.
- It says "out of order".
- I know, YooChun.
And he knocked on the door to the first cabin.
- We're ready. Noona?
- OK. Let's go! SeoYoung, boys. Get out.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
20 minutes later the real JYJ had already gave their clothes to the fake ones. YooChun and JunSu opened the packages JJ had given then that morning, with clothes.
- Lol, I'm impressed. He really looks like me. And she looks just like you, JJ. And we look different too!
- Same here. Noona, your skills are amazing. But I still don't get the reason.
- Wait a little longer, JunSu. OK, I'll tell you a little now. Thanks to my favourite make-up artist, we will be albe to escape the reality. We'll spend a month just by ourselves. That's my Xmas present for you this year. How about it?
- JJ, that's the best present ever!
- Thanks. But let's not keep the new JYJ here any longer. Guys, we talked about some... things. They are inside SeungJung's bag. And the rest, I'll give you next year. And I have to give something special to you, noona. Still don't now what. So think about it too and tell me later.
- That was nothing. I just wanted to help.
- I know. Thank you so much. But you have to change eight people for this project.
- Just be happy. that's all I want.
- Oh, my God! Give me a hug then.
The four people were about to leave when JaeJoong remembered of some important part.
- YooChun, JunSu, give me your phones. And BeKyung, your phone, please. You know...
The members' phones had been switched off, all phone-cards taken out and they ended up in a small bag. Just JJ had one with him now.
- And last thing, SeoJong, I told our manager I was hungry.
- No problem. I am too, actually.
- Thanks again to all. Merry Xmas and a Happy New Year.
- Good luck!
So, there were just three of them left in the room. Doing all JJ was saying they went out 5 minutes after their replacement and escaped through the main door. Being able to walk without being recognized was great. They were like kids when they get into their temporary car. JaeJoong had few weeks to prepare himself but he couldn't stay calm and shouted:
- Enter the new world boys!
- Let's go!
- Yhymm, JJ, where are we gonna live?
Christmas present (part 4)
C H A P T E R 4
- "Dear YunHo and ChangMin,
I believe You are surprised reading this letter.
I know. I have not done this for such a long time. You may ask me why it took me so long. I cannot answer to that question with more than this: I have just learn the way. I still remember what happened after we had a talk last time. But my new "postman" is great and I know she will do it soon. Our TaeYeon may have told You arleady but she had been in touch with JunSu. I did not know that. Now I know.
I am sure You are curious what is so important that I need to write it down. Well, actually, it's nothing. I want to tell You few words about Your ex-members and share my feelings with You.
I know we cannot meet. I know we all need to wait longer. Everyday I am telling myself it's just few days, few weeks. That, maybe not much but still, helps. I take all my strength to keep going without you by my side. I am sure JunSu and YooChun feels the same. We are talking about it. Almost everyday. I hope both of You are still so close to each other. Use that. Talking and crying is really helpfull.
I will not ask You to meet me. You know me, I love to dream about Us being together again. But I should be realistic, right. I just can't stop thinking about You.
Our break out gave me more opportunities to do things I love. Have You heard about our activities? Have You listenned to the songs in "The beginning"? What do you feel listening to them? Do You know all our doings is full of You? I am happy being in JYJ. DBSK was the best part of my life but it was taking too much time from me, too much strenght.
But still, I miss those thays. I miss You, guys."
- Oh, my, finally! I miss You too, JJ.
- Shut up, YunHo and read.
- "The time we were together. The time we were the one against SM. We had each other. We knew we had the other who would die for us if he could. In our case we had four people like that. That feeling was great.
We were having many fights. I still remember last year when we weren't talking to each other for days. That time we were so exausted. We had had enough of everything. It is strange but I miss those silent days too. Seriously. Now, every time I prepare to the night I remember some of the "I'm sorry" words. I loved every time we were reconciling. Remember, YunHo?"
- I do, JaeJoong, I do.
- I thought he wouldn't mention that case, hihihi. Your "I'm sorry" and "I forgive you" became sort of a legend among us.
- Let me read, ChangMin.
- OK. Go one.
- "I do. And there is nothing left. I haven't fought with YooChun and JunSu since we left. Maybe it was something just between us?"
- Are you crying, YunHo? Are you crazy?!
ChangMin was right. The older felt some wet on his checks. He hadn't noticed it earlier.
- Wait till the evening. You can cry just in our dorm. Maybe I should continue.
- Sorry. Next it's that line.
- "Just a few hours ago I was sitting with my eyes closed while they were doing the make-up on my face. And I remembered, YunHo, Your acting "I want it now!" and "It's my turn!". It was so cute that today I almost cried. It was almost just like Your 'Balloons' costume. YunHo, I miss Your childish behaviour.
And You, ChangMin? I remember all of our make-up noonas saying they have nothing to do with your face? That it's too perfect? But today the room was silent, as usuall lately. There is nothing and noone I can laugh at. JunSu was sleeping and YooChun writing his new poem.
Now that I am remembering all things I miss, I will say about Your lidership, YunHo. You were like a teacher and a father for us. I miss Your carrying attitude. And You, ChangMin. I just have to say that now my group has a real maknee. You know JunSu, he can be like a kid."
The reader stopped to take some breath and looked at his listenner.
- Oh, my God, YunHo. You're like a parent who lost his children.
- I can't hold it.
- Act, just act. I feel the same. But we have to hold on.
TaeYeon appeared in front of them:
- Something's wrong?
- Uff, you scared me!
- Sorry, I just noticed YunHo's face.
- It's NOTHING.
The last word was stressed when ChangMin looked at his member.
- I knew that JJ's letter would be stressfull. And I'm happy. You will be more normal. So, YunHo, cry as you wish. It's my own house. No cameras. No SM. Feel free to show your emotions.
The moment later the maknee opened the letter at the page he had been stopped by YunHo and TaeYeon.
- Where were I. Oh, I have it. "You know JunSu, he can be like a kid. But You weren't one. You had been always serious in all You had been working at. The most serious from all of us. Maybe because of that, I admire You."
The next 15 minuted they were reading JaeJoong's letter. At the end even ChangMin had to hold himself not to cry. And after the simlpe words ending the main part of the letter, "Love, Jae", they just had to stop for a moment. Crying all the time, they read two PS written by it's writer.
- "What are Your plans for the Christmas and the next 2 weeks? JYJ will do nothing. We need to rest after the concerts. We have a long vacation."
- Oh, my. We have to spend all that time in mixing studio and practicing our choreography.
- Well, YunHo, we had more free time earlier.
- Right.
- "Wondering why TaeYeon didn't give you the letter whe you will be going home?" Well, we are. "I asked her to get the answer. Could you write it now? I know it will not be long but I would really love to get it fast."
Just for a moment none of them spoke. The answer? What should they tell him?
- Maybe we just should write about our plans for the end of the year?
- YunHo, he will be happy to read at least few sentenses about our feelings. And what about that letter? For a moment I thought I would read it again laying in my bed...
- But we are checked by the manager and if he finds the letter, we'll be dead.
Thinking of the things they want to say to their ex-member, they were silent for a while.
- Finnished, haven't you. Here. I got a call from YuRi a moment ago. She said she would be here in few minutes. And I need to go out with her for about an hour. Will you stay till I'm back? You can use that time and write the answer.
- OK, sure.
- Thanks. I'll lock you. Do anything you want. There is some juice in the fridge. And if you are hungry, cook something or eat my lasagne.
Leaving them alone, she wasn't sure if that time would be enough. But she had already promissed YuRi she would help her. Besides, JaeJoong's waiting for the answer.
The empty notebook was not empty anymore in just 30 minutes. They didn't want to loose presious time so they just crossed out many words and lines. The letter maybe didn't look nice but it contained some very touching words.
Waiting for TaeYeon, they were talking about their situation. When the owner of the appartment came, she noticed the difference. They were happier. Just before leaving, YunHo asked her to have JJ's letter for a while. They couldn't keep it.
- May I ask you something?
- Sure, what is it?
- We can't have it. They are checking us when we enter the dorm and...
- Of course. It's safe with me. I'll put it in one of my special boxes. Wait.
TaeYeon went to her bedroom and came back after 3 minutes.
- OK, here is the key. You have a special box here. Come and open it whenever you want.
- Great idea. Thank you so much.
- OK, YunHo. But if you want to read it again, let me know. See ya!
- Goodbye!
Half an hour later, YunHo felt relief. They were checked just a moment after they entered the building. But as nothing suspicious had been found, they were left alone. They box key had been added to ChangMin's dorm keys.
But it was enough for YunHo to close their dorm door. He leaned against the door and bursted into tears. That was so touching yet stressful for him. The leader sat at his bed and thought about his beloved JaeJoong.
- Here, drink. Added some vodka. It will help you.
Drinking the juice, he was hearing his member locking the door and turning the lights off. Then the younger entered the bedroom and sat next to him.
Their night was full of tears of sadness yet happiness. They missed so much their members. And just this evening they had felt JaeJoong's presence for a beautiful moment.
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At the other part of the Globe, JaeJoong was imagining them remembering those DBSK times when they were happy. He had had to leave Seoul but was going back next weekend. And he asked TaeYeon to send him mail the moment they give her their answer. He received it 15 minutes ago. And they agreed to meet as fast as possible. That meant: same place, same time, next Sunday.
- "Dear YunHo and ChangMin,
I believe You are surprised reading this letter.
I know. I have not done this for such a long time. You may ask me why it took me so long. I cannot answer to that question with more than this: I have just learn the way. I still remember what happened after we had a talk last time. But my new "postman" is great and I know she will do it soon. Our TaeYeon may have told You arleady but she had been in touch with JunSu. I did not know that. Now I know.
I am sure You are curious what is so important that I need to write it down. Well, actually, it's nothing. I want to tell You few words about Your ex-members and share my feelings with You.
I know we cannot meet. I know we all need to wait longer. Everyday I am telling myself it's just few days, few weeks. That, maybe not much but still, helps. I take all my strength to keep going without you by my side. I am sure JunSu and YooChun feels the same. We are talking about it. Almost everyday. I hope both of You are still so close to each other. Use that. Talking and crying is really helpfull.
I will not ask You to meet me. You know me, I love to dream about Us being together again. But I should be realistic, right. I just can't stop thinking about You.
Our break out gave me more opportunities to do things I love. Have You heard about our activities? Have You listenned to the songs in "The beginning"? What do you feel listening to them? Do You know all our doings is full of You? I am happy being in JYJ. DBSK was the best part of my life but it was taking too much time from me, too much strenght.
But still, I miss those thays. I miss You, guys."
- Oh, my, finally! I miss You too, JJ.
- Shut up, YunHo and read.
- "The time we were together. The time we were the one against SM. We had each other. We knew we had the other who would die for us if he could. In our case we had four people like that. That feeling was great.
We were having many fights. I still remember last year when we weren't talking to each other for days. That time we were so exausted. We had had enough of everything. It is strange but I miss those silent days too. Seriously. Now, every time I prepare to the night I remember some of the "I'm sorry" words. I loved every time we were reconciling. Remember, YunHo?"
- I do, JaeJoong, I do.
- I thought he wouldn't mention that case, hihihi. Your "I'm sorry" and "I forgive you" became sort of a legend among us.
- Let me read, ChangMin.
- OK. Go one.
- "I do. And there is nothing left. I haven't fought with YooChun and JunSu since we left. Maybe it was something just between us?"
- Are you crying, YunHo? Are you crazy?!
ChangMin was right. The older felt some wet on his checks. He hadn't noticed it earlier.
- Wait till the evening. You can cry just in our dorm. Maybe I should continue.
- Sorry. Next it's that line.
- "Just a few hours ago I was sitting with my eyes closed while they were doing the make-up on my face. And I remembered, YunHo, Your acting "I want it now!" and "It's my turn!". It was so cute that today I almost cried. It was almost just like Your 'Balloons' costume. YunHo, I miss Your childish behaviour.
And You, ChangMin? I remember all of our make-up noonas saying they have nothing to do with your face? That it's too perfect? But today the room was silent, as usuall lately. There is nothing and noone I can laugh at. JunSu was sleeping and YooChun writing his new poem.
Now that I am remembering all things I miss, I will say about Your lidership, YunHo. You were like a teacher and a father for us. I miss Your carrying attitude. And You, ChangMin. I just have to say that now my group has a real maknee. You know JunSu, he can be like a kid."
The reader stopped to take some breath and looked at his listenner.
- Oh, my God, YunHo. You're like a parent who lost his children.
- I can't hold it.
- Act, just act. I feel the same. But we have to hold on.
TaeYeon appeared in front of them:
- Something's wrong?
- Uff, you scared me!
- Sorry, I just noticed YunHo's face.
- It's NOTHING.
The last word was stressed when ChangMin looked at his member.
- I knew that JJ's letter would be stressfull. And I'm happy. You will be more normal. So, YunHo, cry as you wish. It's my own house. No cameras. No SM. Feel free to show your emotions.
The moment later the maknee opened the letter at the page he had been stopped by YunHo and TaeYeon.
- Where were I. Oh, I have it. "You know JunSu, he can be like a kid. But You weren't one. You had been always serious in all You had been working at. The most serious from all of us. Maybe because of that, I admire You."
The next 15 minuted they were reading JaeJoong's letter. At the end even ChangMin had to hold himself not to cry. And after the simlpe words ending the main part of the letter, "Love, Jae", they just had to stop for a moment. Crying all the time, they read two PS written by it's writer.
- "What are Your plans for the Christmas and the next 2 weeks? JYJ will do nothing. We need to rest after the concerts. We have a long vacation."
- Oh, my. We have to spend all that time in mixing studio and practicing our choreography.
- Well, YunHo, we had more free time earlier.
- Right.
- "Wondering why TaeYeon didn't give you the letter whe you will be going home?" Well, we are. "I asked her to get the answer. Could you write it now? I know it will not be long but I would really love to get it fast."
Just for a moment none of them spoke. The answer? What should they tell him?
- Maybe we just should write about our plans for the end of the year?
- YunHo, he will be happy to read at least few sentenses about our feelings. And what about that letter? For a moment I thought I would read it again laying in my bed...
- But we are checked by the manager and if he finds the letter, we'll be dead.
Thinking of the things they want to say to their ex-member, they were silent for a while.
- Finnished, haven't you. Here. I got a call from YuRi a moment ago. She said she would be here in few minutes. And I need to go out with her for about an hour. Will you stay till I'm back? You can use that time and write the answer.
- OK, sure.
- Thanks. I'll lock you. Do anything you want. There is some juice in the fridge. And if you are hungry, cook something or eat my lasagne.
Leaving them alone, she wasn't sure if that time would be enough. But she had already promissed YuRi she would help her. Besides, JaeJoong's waiting for the answer.
The empty notebook was not empty anymore in just 30 minutes. They didn't want to loose presious time so they just crossed out many words and lines. The letter maybe didn't look nice but it contained some very touching words.
Waiting for TaeYeon, they were talking about their situation. When the owner of the appartment came, she noticed the difference. They were happier. Just before leaving, YunHo asked her to have JJ's letter for a while. They couldn't keep it.
- May I ask you something?
- Sure, what is it?
- We can't have it. They are checking us when we enter the dorm and...
- Of course. It's safe with me. I'll put it in one of my special boxes. Wait.
TaeYeon went to her bedroom and came back after 3 minutes.
- OK, here is the key. You have a special box here. Come and open it whenever you want.
- Great idea. Thank you so much.
- OK, YunHo. But if you want to read it again, let me know. See ya!
- Goodbye!
Half an hour later, YunHo felt relief. They were checked just a moment after they entered the building. But as nothing suspicious had been found, they were left alone. They box key had been added to ChangMin's dorm keys.
But it was enough for YunHo to close their dorm door. He leaned against the door and bursted into tears. That was so touching yet stressful for him. The leader sat at his bed and thought about his beloved JaeJoong.
- Here, drink. Added some vodka. It will help you.
Drinking the juice, he was hearing his member locking the door and turning the lights off. Then the younger entered the bedroom and sat next to him.
Their night was full of tears of sadness yet happiness. They missed so much their members. And just this evening they had felt JaeJoong's presence for a beautiful moment.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
At the other part of the Globe, JaeJoong was imagining them remembering those DBSK times when they were happy. He had had to leave Seoul but was going back next weekend. And he asked TaeYeon to send him mail the moment they give her their answer. He received it 15 minutes ago. And they agreed to meet as fast as possible. That meant: same place, same time, next Sunday.
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